Thursday, April 29, 2010
I am really excited for my bike lab! We just finished learning how to make the bikes and now those bikes are going to be donated to the bike library : ) Next week I am going to start working on my vintage Schwinn, and it is going to look like this when it is all fixed up! Hopefully all my bike teachers are ready for the challenge because I'm not giving up tell she is done! It is one of the things that I have on the list to do before I turn 25 (2 years away soo scary ) Since we got out of our bike lab early (due to a mid-term which I was not prepared for) Cassie and spent the whole afternoon working on bikes it was super fun! : )
she finds herself lost in thoughts of her desires.
She forgives non of her past ventures,
grasping, clasping on to every pain
as she is bawling, crawling closer to the water.
There is an ever growing emptiness that she does seek
as distraught and worry overcome her being.
She is consumed of the thoughts of everything.
Looking at the seen and not the self,
it is to hard for her to see
she only thinks of what she can not be.
Her kindness they speak of,
the only word to describe
feeds the pain in her darkened mind.
Where did her light go,
why did it fail?
She starts running closer, closer to the sea.
Pining for the life that she can not live,
she cries and cries
feeling the end of her retched days.
As the magnificent power she does reach,
she does collapse at the cliffs feet.
She stands brushing off her knees,
how wonderful it would be not to worry about anything.
she can jump
The tears run down her porcelain face,
her eyes so swollen.
she can't jump
she says "they don't need me."
She wants she needs to kill his confused mind.
She asks "where will this pain be displaced?"
She says falling to the ground
"I can not jump"
"I can not let go"
She turns around and goes
refusing to go back to the only life style she has ever known.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Why may I ask?
To whom should we kill?
What right do we have?
To take a life
Should a living thing
Be turned into a meal
Faced with obliteration
Of creatures of all kind
Give life a chance
Stop dancing in romance
Of deceit and force fed lies
Join one another in peace
For those whose voices
Can not be heard
And try to reach out
Force yourself to give in
BE CRUELTY FREE
For the sake of all living things
Freedom for All
This week I have been all about the high waisted purple skirt I got a Bargain Barn last week!
Monday, April 26, 2010
After experimenting with yerba santa by its self I started feeling some intresting effects. I was able to reduce my colds streath, I noticed saw an increase in mental simulation, it was an anti depressent when smoked in the morning with tea. my throat stayed clear for the most part and it decreased congestion. Some side effects it was a little hard on the lungs with the cough but that may have been a good thing. I also noticed that I would get light headed and a bit dazed. Another effect was slight movement of stationary objects after smoking a lot all day, this could have been demed as some sort of halucination.
During my spiritual journey this weekend, I deiced to commit to my tattoo that I have wanted for quite a while. I called up the Gilded Lily in Felton (my favorite tattoo shop!/ it is called the gilded lily how cool, right?) I am very much feeling the calla lily on my side, like the picture but with calla lilies . I think it is going to look super amazing! : ) I am go on may 6th ! Yay I am thinking I may do my tea cup to as well...